It’s okay to not be okay.

Where do I start with this blog. At the beginning I hear you say. As many will know, I started down my spiritual pathway a long time ago now. But I only really 'came out' of the spiritual closet about 7 or 8 years ago. And even then it was very slowly. The things I … Continue reading It’s okay to not be okay.

Channeled writings from Higher self

You left this message until last for a reason. You always do. Hearing me is always the hard one for you. I understand that though. After all, I am you and you I. And I know your fears, your worries and anxieties. But I am you up here, away from those blocks and the pain. … Continue reading Channeled writings from Higher self

Channeling for workshop

What do you need to share with me for the workshop on Sunday? Everything. Everything and nothing all wrapped in a shiny bow of love. You see, the experience within all connections is what incarnation is all about. You don't see it when you are knee deep in those experiences though of course. What you … Continue reading Channeling for workshop

Conversations with the self

Beautiful all knowing magnificent souls, What exciting journeys you all chose to embark upon! And choose you did. Whether you know this or not, you were excited. There was no ounce of fear or concern. Whether your role was to be a perceived villain or hero, victim or attacker. Manipulator or empathiser. You see, you … Continue reading Conversations with the self

Who are you?

My address from Service at Winchester Spiritual Church yesterday evening. This thought is inspired by the book 'The Untethered Soul' and the particular idea is via Ramana Maharishi. Who are you? If I were to ask a few of you now, who are you? What would be your reply? Who are you? I'm Nici. But … Continue reading Who are you?

Sometimes when it’s going wrong….

Today, and for quite a few days/weeks, I have felt waves of so many opposing emotions that it is frankly exhausting. Just in one day I have been overwhelmingly happy and moved, angry beyond measure, anxious, fearful, confident and then self defeatist in equal measure and I am currently feeling such deep sadness that it … Continue reading Sometimes when it’s going wrong….